As the 1st year anniversary of my brother Rocky's death is fast approaching (5/20), I wanted to post this video again. Although it is making me cry so hard tonight, I am so thankful to be able to see his beautiful face in motion, especially because I had not seen him in so many years before he died. What I wouldn't give right now to just be able to hug him one last time. I pray he knows how much I loved him - despite everything.

Rocky Cutsforth Memorial Video from John Lovell on Vimeo.

Sweet Ava

It can't get any cuter than this!!! Happy belated Mother's Day, Miss!

God's Thoughts Toward Me

It's amazing how often we can read passages of Scripture and then suddenly one day they jump off the page at us like we've never read them before. Psalm 139 is one of the most well known portions of Scripture, especially in reference to the sanctity of life. But tonight it was new to me - at least this portion of it.

Psalm 139:17-18 How precious also are thy thoughts unto me, O God! How great is the sum of them! If I should count them, they are more in number than the sand: when I awake, I am still with thee.

Amazing - it is impossible to count the number of thoughts that God has thought and is currently thinking about me - more in number than the sand. Honestly, I can't wrap my mind around that. I realize that I go through my day acting so separate from God but He is thinking of me constantly. What love! And what a message to share with the world!